childhood & dreams.

i miss the old days where i'm just livin the problem free life. 

where i dont have to think much

where i just spent the day doing nothing

where i talk less or much no one will mad and put their resentment to me

where i can just spent the whole day laying on my comfort bed

and no one will ever blame me fr what i did

yet they just fun treating me

where mom and dad always trust in me

where i can do anything i want

and get everything i requested for

now 

people 

are 

judgemental

they look the outer beauty bfr they want to get knw u well

i wished to live in 

i-dont-care-whether-you-are-beautiful-smart-bitch-stupid-blur-ass

city.

to live in harmony, united and so peaceful

not overacted to appearance

having respectful neighbors

and no busy body like makcik makcik kat drama melayu that kind of things

  just bunch of caring people around. 

how cool that "fantasy" can be?

sighs. 

forgot one thing,

i'm just me.. a wishful thinker. 

p/s: i'm just an ordinary girl who needs love from Allah, ma abah, sisters & bros, friends.